crossposted from Lee Edward McIlmoyle's blog
I am one of those seemingly lucky individuals who experiences the effects of Bipolar Disorder. I’ve talked about this at least a few times in the past, but my fleeting memory tells me it’s been a while. So maybe I can help a few people out by discussing it again.

The first thing you need to understand is ( Read more... )

crossposted from Lee Edward McIlmoyle's blog
I need a day off. I’m experiencing depression. I’m trying to get some writing done, but I’m just bereft of confidence. Writers don’t often talk about confidence, because it’s a solitary effort, and if we start doubting ourselves, nothing makes the book write itself. But there it is. The greatest ( Read more... )

crossposted from Lee Edward McIlmoyle's blog
I have a pretty big announcement I’m holding off on until I’m sure it’s what I want to do. Or not do, as the case may be.

I have art and novels and music to contemplate.

SOME OF MY WORK
I need to make some sales. Money is very tight again this month, and there are still important things that need paying ( Read more... )

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I won’t post the contents of part 5 directly to my web page, simply because it consists of graphic sex and dirty talk of a nature that some folks might find offensive, and would probably lead to me having to take it down at some point. However, for those intrepid few who are willing to read the conclusion ( Read more... )

crossposted from Lee Edward McIlmoyle's blog
So I was talking with Dawn last night about her ongoing efforts to see a few different psych therapists for a proper evaluation and diagnosis for Depression, and we stumbled upon her favourite pop psychology explanation for why it’s so hard for Depressives to function like ‘normal’ people think they ( Read more... )

crossposted from Lee Edward McIlmoyle's blog
Good Morning, Mackrophiles,

The title may be a bit misleading, as I’m only hoping it will be my day. so far, we’re off to a  bad start. I’m running a Housecall scan on my system because the system scan I tried running last night locked up, and my storage drive keeps dropping out. I’m not a happy man.

To ( Read more... )